Her

I want to be the man you wake up to every day. I want to be the man you yell at, I want to be the man you cry to. I want to be the man that is there when work is too tough. I want to be the man that’s there to catch you when you fall, I want to be the man to lift you up and push you to the heights you are capable of. I want to be the man you are proud of.

I want to be the man that’s the strong oak tree that lets you know nobody will abandon you again. I want to see the world, I want to explore new tastes, I want to stay in bed all of Sunday, I want to learn with you, I want to look into your eyes and be reminded of home every day.

I want to be around more often. I want you to see me for who I really am. I want the ugly, because anyone can want the amazing beauty that radiates from your mind body and soul. I want the challenge, I want the success.

A lot of I wants but where to begin, what’s the most important, where do you start with someone that has the potential to change your life forever.

What if you sit around on your hands forever trying to better yourself and screw it up, what if you are reckless and take the chance too early?

I can’t control others but I can control myself. I am not ready for this task. In the same way I want to have a village in Africa I don’t have the knowledge or the resources to do so. For now all I can do is heal, learn and acquire the knowledge.

And god I hope some how it works

Signing off from a plane on the way to see her